Clouds of Confusion

Today, I’m in clouds of confusion. I did something stupid a few days ago, blew up at a friend. They were not the cause of my breakdown. It was overwhelming stress—the blowup or meltdown or whatever you want to call it happened in the middle of the night.

Less than 24 hours later, I apologized to the person involved. That person got the brunt of my emotional blowup. As I said, I’ve apologized wholeheartedly. Aren’t we, as people of God, supposed to ask for forgiveness and forgive someone who asks for it?

I don’t get that I have gotten no recognition that I’m even alive, nor have I received forgiveness. The person answers to none of my apologies. This reaction is not what I expected from this person-a very good friend.

So, at this point, confusion reigns. Sigh. I would appreciate any comment you would care to leave below.

Thank you, Sarayu! Blessings all, until tomorrow!